Different Love
by beatriceee
I am so wrought with emotion.since last night. I want to stop it because I know others say that I’m probably leading you on.I’ve never been, every year I told you(I think) that I regard you highly special but not the one. I trust you.I hope and know you will never tell anyone till the time is right,when I’m comfortable enough to let everyone know.
Late night smses made me think a lot ytd as I snuggled under my blanket.I obviously feel like a bitch but then again,its the truth and I was convinced the sooner I said it, the truth will set you free and i hoped that it has. Nevertheless, thank you for taking it in your stride and for blessings.
I will never ever forget the times we spent together because there is a lot to remember. good,bad/ugly. sweet? thank you for being there(not always) but certainly in some ways I’ve never expected. I can never have enough to write about you because I think half the time I’m so pissed at you and when now I look back, it has been so full of so many things that I miss(and its partially because of west spring).
Maybe some like buying me candy. A movie treat long ago. Many lunch time treats. Drinks. Fighting, pushing, mocking. Erm. especially teasing. Nearly everybody knows and we turned out so cool with it alr. like (eh shut up la) or (*ignore*) or (*stare*) . haha. Thank you for growing up memories( because they are obviously not childhood but still of growing up the same).
I hope that I will still continue to be a special friend to you. Because to me you will always be my special special friend.(I’ve probably said this millions of times). Of a different love. I know you’ll be reading this, so uh just thanks for all the memories and when you find her I hope you will let me know;)
Be strong aites? Your girlfriends would definitely be there for you. <3